Initial feelings during the call or consultation to receive a special needs diagnosis for your child can range from denial, to that of surreal, and bewilderment. What follows next for some is moving into “how do we fix it” mode. And, for some of us, that initial call ends with, “What do you mean you’ve never heard of this?” Others may receive a bit of paperwork found online or from medical journals. Some parents are told your child won’t, can’t, and probably won’t ever do this, that, or the other and it’s just a “wait and see” diagnosis. Some may receive a “well known” and documented diagnosis and have a myriad of information at their fingertips. Most parents who receive a rare chromosome disorder diagnosis or other rare condition take it upon themselves to do their own research.
There are four crucial stages when we begin this new journey of being a parent to someone with special needs. They are:
1 Allow yourself to process unhappy feelings
2 Establish a support team
3 Do your own research in addition to what is received at time of diagnosis
4 Trust your intuition
When we come out of the fog of receiving our child’s diagnosis, most of us go right into, “Ok. What’s the next step?” That next step is doing your own research to go along with what you received at time of diagnosis. Locate support groups for the diagnosis and connect with other parents. Having a support team is critical as being a parent to a special needs child can easily overtake every single minute of your day. It will be imperative that you have a team in place to allow you respite. It is crucial that we trust our intuition as a parent, especially when parenting someone with special needs. They may not be able to communicate and we have a connection and bond with them unlike any other person.
Guilt, “Why Us” and “Why Me” questions are thoughts that overtake us in the initial stages of receiving a diagnosis such as this about our child. We must not beat ourselves up for having these thoughts. Experience them and move past them. It’s toxic to not let yourself feel the unhappy feelings that will surely be there.
Allow yourself to process unhappy feelings, establish a support team, do your own research, and trust your intuition. Whatever you do, don’t isolate yourself. You may find that some of your current friends will choose to pull away. Yet, other parents who have travelled this road before you will be there to take their place and offer you a positive nurturing environment.
It has been eight years since Lillian’s diagnosis. I am blessed to have been chosen as Lillian’s Mom and blessed to live in different times. Lillian possesses unique and different abilities, and has awakened me to my true self just by being my daughter.
Camilla Downs is an advocate of Living an Adventurous, Inspired & Different Life, a Special Needs Parent Mentor, Motivational Speaker & Author of ‘D iz for Different – One Woman’s Journey to Acceptance’. Camilla is Mom to 11 year old Lillian and 6 year old Thomas. Lillian is a child with special needs who was diagnosed with 18p- when she was 3 years old. They call themselves Team TLC and share their journey on the Team TLC website (http://www.TheTeamTLC.com). She is also available for freelance writing opportunities and guest blogging. Camilla can be reached via email to firstname.lastname@example.org. To learn more about Camilla and the book visit her website at http://www.CamillaDowns.com. To learn more about Chromosome 18 abnormalities visit http://www.Chromosome18.org.